Today is my birthday! So you get this Christmas short for free today to get you in the mood for the holidays and a brand new year coming. I have to be honest and say I’m going through a bit of a midlife crisis at the moment, so very despondent about everything—work, kids, hubby, creativity. My muse is taking a vacay. I’m addicted to red wine and watching Kdramas. Plus, I turn 49 and am going through menopause—hot flashes, moods all over the place. I’m a chunker and don’t feel beautiful or sexy anymore. I feel like I’m looking for something, but what?

The first thing I’m going to do is start meal prep and planning like my friend and colleague T. She inspires me with her journey. I need to lose 20 kilos and it starts now! (Well, after reading this book. Ha ha)

Too much information, you say? Like you asked, right? Ah, feck it. It’s 2020, a year that has as much crazy and turmoil as it could pack it in. I could do light and fluffy, but ach, does that really help hiding under the covers?

Anyhoo, pick this baby up for free. Tuck into your red wine and get under your covers for a short sexy read. Break out the mistletoe!